Everyone is slipping away and I’m left grasping. I’m not doing it anymore. If you’re a “friend” and you have no clue what is going on in my life because you don’t bother to ask, then you’re not a real friend. If you’re a “friend” that I have to constantly ask you about your life but you never tell me anything, then you’re not a real friend. If you’re a “friend” who does nothing but talk about yourself, then you’re not a real friend. And I’m done. I’m going back to what works. If you don’t want to be in my life, then I don’t want you in it and I’m not going to keep trying because it’s the “nice thing to do”. Even if that leaves me with no one.
This blog was a mistake. Getting things “off my chest” has not helped at all. Trying to hold on to relationships was a mistake. Therapy was a mistake. Medication was a mistake. Within a month, I’ve lost my entire mental health team: psychiatrist, therapist, case manager. I’m taking that as a sign. I’m done with all of it.
|The biggest mistake I have made in my life is ‘friends’ stay in my life far longer than they deserve. |
-- (via icanrelateto)
Tagged with #most accurate quote ever #this is why i stay away from relationships #and a lot of times new friendships #because i know myself and i self sabotage
|I have ruined relationships for fear of ruining those relationships. |
-- Neil Hilborn (via spookymoonparty)
nothings worse than passing up an opportunity you know you would’ve enjoyed because of the fear of being judged